So far I've shared a couple reasons for my blog. This next one takes the cake.
I have some great lady friends whom I meet with on a regular basis. (As long as we're not sick). One of their suggestions for my prayer life was to journal. Ladies (and gentlemen) that is what I intend to do here.
You may skip these posts, if you wish, because they will be personal. (But not too personal). Also, I will be using italics for my prayers, this way you won't be confused if there happens to be a time you look at the post and it sounds funny or doesn't make sense.
And thank you for reading my blog!
Dear Heavenly Father,
I come to you with a humble heart. I long to serve you, I long to bring praise to Your glorious name. I have not succeeded. I am but a lowly servant, not worthy to utter Your name. I cower at the thought of Your magnificence. I bow my head at the mention of Your great Son's name, Jesus. I do not deserve the precious gift you so willing gave at Calvary.
Lord, because of this great gift You said I can come boldly to Your throne. I take You at Your Word. For You ARE Truth. You ARE Righteousness! You ARE Everlasting to Everlasting. These are not just things I speak of, they are not just Your characteristics. Father, they ARE You! You are worthy to be praised. You have set my feet upon solid ground and it is there I intend to stay. You have made me, fearfully and wonderfully. What can I possibly know compared to You? Where can I possibly go, that You are not there with me? I look about me and know that you swell over the face of the earth. The heavens, even there they cannot contain You! I am most infantile and without any knowledge or wisdom compared to You, Almighty Father.
Oh, Lord, if nothing else, I seek to worship You with everything I say and do. Let me not pass away on this rock without bringing glory or honor to Your Son. Renew me. Bring me to that place where I can be with You all my life through. Set forth Your Word on my heart, that I might bring light to a dark, cruel, lonesome world. I am Your child and my life is not my own. I give it all to You.
Abba, I pray and seek reconciliation with any whom You choose to put before me. I ask that there be forgiveness and right standing between myself and my loved ones.
My husband, oh Lord, is a man worthy of love and respect. Draw me closer to him in every way and in everyday.
Emmanuel, God be with me, as I strive to bring Your heart to my son. Let his ears be filled with Your wisdom, God. Let his mouth speak Your goodness. Help me to mold him into the man You desire. Above all, I pray for his future. Whatever Your plans involve, may he have a willingness to serve Your heart.
I pray for my brothers and sisters. Those far away and those near. May each step they take be guided by You. Minister to them today in only the way that You can. Meet them where ever they may be at today.
I come to You now, knowing that there are so many who need You. Lord, I ask You to reveal yourself to them. Those on my heart and those I do not know about. Every breath is given by You. All creation sings Your praise. Let this be the day that someone comes to know You as their personal Savior. Let the day to day actions bring more significance and meaning into the hearts and lives of those wandering without You.
Lord, there are so many more. So many more things I have to say, but You know my heart and You know my ways. Continue to walk with me and guide me every step of the way.
AMEN!
I will Follow by Chris Tomlin
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This song popped into my mind when I was reading your prayer.
Hello there, i found your blog and was more than a little curious! You see i am a snake breeders wife. I am told that my husband is gorgeous, funny, generous and kind. I agree but I am at my wits end. He breeds ball pythons, and boa constrictors ( approx 40 of these, one snake just had 20 babies)and has selection of spiders, lizards and other creepy crawlies. His passion mainly are his ball pythons, there are at least 90 in pet room now ( our garage ! ) It is his dream for these snakes to be our soul income since currently my husband works as engineer full time. However this has been going on now for 7 years, he rarely sells a snake, due to not advertising rather than any other reason. We are in debt and that figure growing monthly. I want to remain faithful that he will make it work but feel every so often that i am going to have a nervous breakdown! I have 2 young boys and a teen. The boys love their dads projects and both aspire to be just like him. I try to stay positive and on occasios have deep talks ( heated debates ) about how we can get ourselves out of this mess. His way is keep breeding so he'll have more chance of getting that just amazing colour form that will make all the difference to our lives. The thing i find so hard is my husband and I get very little time together. He is fantastic father but once the boys are in bed he heads into the pet room til 2 or 3 am whilst I try to press ever deeper into God. I feel helpless, I want to live a simple life , be a blessing to my family & neighbour & seek Gods will but I am confused what I can take responsibility for when I'm not calling the shots. I'm homeschooling the boys & passionately want to continue to but unless I can deal with this undercurrent of depression & anxiety then I just don't know! You are complete stranger but fellow sister in Christ. Please pray for me & my crazy loveable husband. I'm sure your circumstances very different. If your husband is grounded in Christ & not secretive then you won't end up in this boat 5 years from now. My husband was baptised just last year , so God is working just don't want my downfall to be his lesson in all of this. Holding on to cross. Oh and i would definately not have all the snakes in my house again. They were moved 4years ago, my youngest was so critally sick as new born that he was in hospital for 3months, I was concerned it was snake related but never found out. God healed him miraciously & that was when my hubby became a believer. God bless you. My e-mail is ljb000@hotmail.co.uk if you want to stay in touch.
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